These are diaries collected by the Mass Observation project, which started not long before the Second World War to collect experiences of ‘ordinary people’. It ended up documenting the experience of the war. These are diaries kept by women in the UK, and are specifically about VE day. They are collected and published in the book Wartime Women: A Mass-Observation Anthology, edited by Dorothy Sheridan (London: Phoenix 2000).
Amy Briggs, nurse from Leeds
May 8th
Got up with every intention of attending service at 12 noon at the Town Hall. Found it was a toss-up between leaving girls without a dinner and going to service. Rushed some stew on. Anne still in bed at 10.50 a.m. Made her get up and told her about the dinner and then made Sheila accompany me to the Town Hall.
Crowds of people all with the same intention – but no service!
Thanks to bungling of notices and broadcasts everyone mixed up and standing about in dismay. Left Hall, didn’t know what to do. Badly wanted Sheila to remember V-Day but nothing happened to make any impression on her. Decided to go to Odeon until 2.30 p.m. when we came out and once more in dismay – pouring down and couldn’t wait to hear Churchill speak, with the crowd at Victoria Square. Miserably went home. Gave Sheila her stew as Churchill was speaking. Afterwards went to my sister’s and met Anne there.
Sister wanted to go to the club but I didn’t feel like drinking so persuaded her to go to the pictures. Twice in one day, brrr! Had to come out at 10 p.m. to get a train home. Arrived home to find husband stretched on settee reading. No word spoken. Has not spoken to me for three weeks – don’t know why – but feel that if he won’t speak on V-Day, he’ll never speak! Simply couldn’t bear it.
Rushed round to Mrs M. with Anne. Had a cry and then a lump of her apple pie and sat and talked to her until 1 a.m. Made some tea when I went back home. No word from T. God! What a day. Wish I were back at work with my friends!
23 year old clerk, London and Norfolk
May 7
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We have an egg and boiled bacon for tea; in our rooms, we grouse at the way the public has been built up to this point only to be let down by lack of official news. Suddenly, one of the girls, leaning out of the window, yells, ‘Hey – something about 3 o’clock tomorrow! With one accord, we race round to the Rec. room, where the radio is, but it is turned off. At this moment, the bell rings for Parade. We troop into the Concert Hall, all talking at once. I realize that I have my bedroom slippers on, and have to dash back to put my shoes on! Then, the Company Commander announces that tomorrow is VE-Day, Churchill will speak at 3 p.m., gives out a few other items, then, ‘Any questions?’ The shout goes up – ‘Can we go out?’ Smiling broadly, she gives us permission, but we must be in by midnight. Next night, we can have an extension til 2 a.m., if not going home.
We rush back for our hats, and jump on a bus to Hyde Park Corner. The western end of Piccadilly is no more crowded than usual, just smiling people, mostly in uniform, strolling in either direction. I thought there’d be millions of people out,’ remarks K.
Nearer Piccadilly Circus, there are more, and we stop to buy red, white and blue favours at exorbitant prices from hawkers, who already line the pavements and are doing a roaring trade. By an entrance to the Tube, a soldier is being helped along, a white cloth round his forehead, his hand to his face, and blood pouring from it.
M. says, I don’t think I’m going to like this, but as it happened, this was the only distressing sight we were to see all evening.
In Piccadilly Circus, the crowds are fairly dense, and also down Coventry St. We exclaim at a neon sign in Leicester Sq. and at the lighted revolving dome of the Coliseum – sights forgotten in these six years.
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But outside, London is really getting into the Victory mood, without waiting for Mr Churchill. The Embankment is quiet, but Trafalgar Sq. is gayer than ever, dancing and singing, the Marseillaise and ‘Knees up Mother Brown’
The Palais Glide in the Haymarket, and little bonfires on the pavements, fed by newspapers. Then – Piccadilly Circus again. It is dark now, no street lights and few lighted windows. But it is one mass of yelling, laughing, singing, shrieking people; a small sports car is trying to wriggle through, and its folded roof is in shreds. A brilliantly lit bus is bogged down beside Eros, with people swarming all over it, inside and out. A man has climbed a lamp standard, and is beating his hands against the unlit lamp. Most of the men are in uniform – all services and nationalities. The Canadians are noisy, the sailors are merry, the airmen are drunk (or pretend to be), the Americans have a girl apiece, and are the quietest of all.
Back along Piccadilly, the crowds are thinning, another bus rattles by, with figures clinging on all round. All the way to Knightsbridge, happy groups pass, and people still hope to get buses home. This is midnight, Victory Eve – and – Oh, my poor feet!
May 8th
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VE-day was very quiet at home. My father came home from Liverpool, and we stayed in listening to the radio, and had a family party at teatime. In the centre of the table was a dish of canned pineapple, which Mother had saved through all the long years for this day. We went to the village church for a short service; it was full, and everyone sang ‘Onward Christian Soldiers’ with might and main. Back home to hear the King’s speech and the news. The children have built a bonfire, and, unable to wait for darkness, have a lovely blaze at dusk, under the watchful eye of an NFS man. At intervals during the day, the ships and tugs in the river set up a lively chorus on their hooters and sirens – the traditional ‘Cock-a-doodle-oo’ and the Victory-
V. This usually signifies a BLA leave ship coming alongside.
Feeling rather flat, I was ready for bed by midnight; none of my friends is left locally, and others live too far away. I watched the signs of other festivities from an upper window; at midnight, when the Cease Fire came officially into force, searchlights went mad all over the sky, rockets and flares went up, the ships started off again, and a group of youngsters danced and sang in the road.
Feeling rather out of it all, and wishing I were in London, I went to bed.
May 11th
Well, the party is all over, and we are back at work again. This phlegmatic nation let itself go for a while, slightly self-consciously, but none the less whole-heartedly. It all seems slightly absurd now, but at the time the spontaneous celebrations were great fun. Now, it doesn’t seem possible that only a week ago the war was in full tide, and it is really amazing how we have become adjusted to the change. I find that most people are thinking about the war against Japan; after all, a great proportion have, or will have, a personal interest in it. I am beginning to feel much more confident about it now. It is obvious that it is only a question of time – but that is the question! If only Russia would come in, that time could be reduced so much. Russia is the great query of the moment; I am wondering if she is going to use her participation in the Pacific war as a bargaining weapon – but for what? Not being a strategist or a diplomat, I feel rather bewildered by it all. We still have great events ahead of us.
34 year old teacher
May 10
Feelings and moods [on the 8th]: rather surfeited chiefly by the wireless and so much red, white and blue. Interested in what is happening but not why. Things are not different. Relaxation of the blackout came before, air raids ceased a long time ago for us.
Other restrictions are likely to remain. No surprise. We have known about it and waited for it so long that it is all very tame. I feel envious of the crowds depicted by Howard Marshall, Richard Dimbleby, etc. Wish I were in London. It seems to be different there and the weather is fine. We had pouring rain all afternoon and I was terribly bored.
[On the 9th] Nothing at all. Ordinary night. No reactions.
Feeling that tomorrow we return to normal and life will be much as it was before. [On the 10th] Rather depressed. So little is different although I did not expect it to be so and therefore should not be disappointed. I feel unsettled, cannot get on with anything .. Cynical about the future when I think about the audiences at cinemas mocking the Germans and cheering anything belonging to the Allies. Hopeful when I think of the numbers taking an intelligent interest in the Housing Exhibition at the Town Hall.
We could make the future different if only we widened our interests. Why can’t we act together as we do in wartime? I wonder what people will do at the General Election, and how much it matters. Will there be more food and clothing soon? I am very bored and cannot do with any satisfaction now, the things which have been until recently pleasing me.